There's a word stirring up in me, so i ask that you please be patient with me while I try to get it out. Its strong, powerful, and by no means the me that I am now. Gods been revealing my purpose slowing to me and in it he lets me know that I'll be a part of a powerful new ministry. That I'll be a leader of sorts and that what he has planned is too great for me to try to appreciate in my present self. He's been leading me with thoughts, phrases, and words. I've been trying to record them because some of them are shocking to me to imagine such a revelation coming from myself. I spoke with a friend the other day about my thoughts a my journal entries and he suggested that maybe God is giving me confirmation for closed chapters in my life. It made sense that day so I took it and moved on. I also told him about the oh so present word that's been almost harassing me for weeks going on months. Its "....wow the devil is ever present, the word that has been on the tip of my tongue for months has now slipped my mind. "Discernment", thank you lord! Discernment. Now he's not the only one I've asked about discernment. I've received definitions of the term and was assured that well everyone has the gift of discernment on some level. Ive always felt discernment in life.. well until I decided to try me. By that I mean doing what I want to do not what others or even what "that lil voice" was telling me to do. Others said go left and I went right. Now we know I'm nu-new now so I know better! Its like when the saying you never miss a good thing till its gone, well I didn't think much about that annoying lil voice until i couldn't hear it anymore. I rejected it so that when I called I couldn't hear it. Without thought my discernment helped me determine quality characters in my friends lives and whether or not they like it their wrong decisions proved me right ever time. Now the trouble is I'm just mastering the use in my personal life. Within my life i get deja-vu feelings. Its like in a blink of an eye, and incorrect decisions consequence flashes before me right before it comes to pass. I am just now taking my time and listening before speaking and acting seeking guidance for choices made.
Well this wasn't the direction I thought this was going to go when I sat down to write, but i guess it needed to be said.
Peace & Blessings
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