Well since I’m not the most eloquent speaker, I thought I should pour my heart out in print. I’ve been running from the truth in me for a while but now there is no turning back now. I’ve literally been made sick and you come to a point when you have to stop trying to killing yourself with secrecy and truly let it all go.
I know I have a calling towards working in the ministry. God has called me to do more than just sit in the pews. I have let doubt keep me away from my purpose long enough. I realized while visiting a friend who was speaking at his father’s anniversary the other night that the only thing in the way of fulfilling my purpose is me. His brother spoke about the story of Samson and Delilah. Samson let a woman come between him and God. Having then lost favor. Mine isn’t another person…it’s me. I’m standing in the way of God and what he’s trying to do.
My friend’s two passages Proverbs 3:5-7 and Revelation 2:10 showed me that I’m not fearing the right one. I fear the world when I should fear the Lord. I may not be able to understand the whys and hows but I have to have faith and trust in God for he knows what’s best for me…
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