6.2.09 On My Mind


On my Mind

You are my first thought I think of
When I awake

The last face I see
After I ask the lord my soul to take

No time in the morning
To send my praises on high

Too busy thinking, worrying
Bout that guy

Is he up?
How did he sleep?

Is he in pain?
Is he even thinking bout me?

I shoot him a msg
I hope he replies

Wishing him a big “Good Morning Sunshine”

By now its noon, I'm worried should I call?

Maybe the phones on vibrate
He’s just missed my calls

My stomach in knots
It’s a quarter past two

Girl calm down
That boy ain't even thinking bout you

Its five forty five
I get a text

Three little letters
…y-e-s

Yes you’re sick, yes to lunch
Yeah you miss me? What?

Or was it yeah
 “I was just ignoring your calls”

Six twenty
I finally hear his voice!

“What was so urgent?
That you called ALL those times?”

“I was busy doing this, busy doing that
Then I laid down a while to try and take a nap!”

“But you know what,
Lil’ Miss Impeccable would have none of that!”

Teary eyed I listened
Wishing I could reverse time

Back thru space
Before I had claimed him as mine

Before his smile
And his touch

Before his smooth delivery
Made its way into my heart

See my heart is aching
And he’s too dumb to tell

The one thing he’s running from
I know so well

My love’s… so strong
I’d trek thru the pits of Hell

If only, If only
We could see eye to eye

Now back to reality
As I dry my eyes

I apologize as I say goodbye

See he has something else on his agenda
That doesn’t include me

So I wait and I wonder
Till he decides to call me…

--Me 6.09



1 comment:

  1. We must be watchful of "Whom" we set our minds on. It is ever so easy when in love to become so consumed with that person that you loose site of your priorities. Remember to keep God first in all you do, and he will keep you in perfect peace.

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