The closer I get to God the harder and more frequent are the attacks of the enemy. But all the enemy is doing is further solidifying the calling that's on my life. He is helping me to see that I must be destined for greatness by the way that he is engaging his war upon me. I recognize his tactics. He knows that I'm on guard more now than ever. But also he knows my weakness: its not lust, ego, the opposite sex, loneliness, power, drive to succeed, etc...alone. He knows if he can just work his presence into any of these areas that he can send out attacks on the rest. He tries to knock me down with everything his got and yes he has been successful in few battles but the war is not over! Satan has no place here & in the past I may have allowed him rest but as long as I'm still breathing I wont let him settle here.
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t just disgusts me how much power He can have over someone. My mind, body, mouth is all out of my control. Its like my living and breathing is for Him. I know what I want, what I can do but here is his voice telling me "You Cant!". The more I fight back the more he wrecks havoc on my physical. I had left the door unlocked and the Enemy came right in setting up camp. Before I knew it he had taken me hostage, smothering my soul. But I've been here before and know that there is a way out! I've been out of it before and come out of it again. But today I'm denouncing Satan and all of his assailants. Victory is mine sayeth the Lord !
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